I'll be graduating from college this spring, and I'm very excited about that. Getting through the last two quarters, however, is going to be a challenge.
I've been trying really hard to keep up with drawing at the same time, and my biggest problem right now is not feeling incredibly frustrated every time I pick up a drawing utensil. To me, nothing I do is good enough or looks nice enough or was fun enough to create where I felt like I accomplished something. Whenever I try to challenge myself somehow I always subconsciously pull myself back. Drawing and writing ANYTHING feels like the toughest things in the world, and it's really frustrating. I don't know how I'm going to work this out, but I'll do my best to just... keep practicing. I wanted to say "force" myself to practice, and at first that felt too strong, but that's pretty much what I'll have to do to get over the bullshit. At this point, I really want to improve.