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I'll be graduating from college this spring, and I'm very excited about that. Getting through the last two quarters, however, is going to be a challenge.
I've been trying really hard to keep up with drawing at the same time, and my biggest problem right now is not feeling incredibly frustrated every time I pick up a drawing utensil. To me, nothing I do is good enough or looks nice enough or was fun enough to create where I felt like I accomplished something. Whenever I try to challenge myself somehow I always subconsciously pull myself back. Drawing and writing ANYTHING feels like the toughest things in the world, and it's really frustrating. I don't know how I'm going to work this out, but I'll do my best to just... keep practicing. I wanted to say "force" myself to practice, and at first that felt too strong, but that's pretty much what I'll have to do to get over the bullshit. At this point, I really want to improve.
Need a fresh journal.
That's it, that's all I'm gonna say.
Forgive me father, for I have sinned.
Dear Stranger At Starbucks Whose Drink I Accidentally Took Thinking It Was Mine,
Listen man, I'm sorry. I accidentally took your coffee! But by the time I realized it was the wrong order, I had already a) taken a drink and b) licked a drop off the top. So I bolted even faster. But hey, would you really have wanted my delicious germs back? I think not.
In my defense, the guy who yelled the order out was exceptionally quiet and mumbly: "Tall, wh- mumble mumble mumble ch- mumble mumble mumble."
I couldn't help but wonder if he'd said "white chocolate" or "whipped cream". Thinking he said white chocolate and seeing the giant "WC" on the side,
Colored Pencils.
Man, I just love colored pencils. I used to loathe them, but I've been having so much fun experimenting with them as of late 8D. If anything, I prefer them over photoshop. Much easier ._.
Also, I love this song so much: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZR20t0Uu2M
... One of these days, I'll find something worthwhile to post in this ol' journal XD.
Discouraged.
I hate it when I read things that I wrote a month or a week ago and end up thinking it's all complete trash. I mean, I used to think they were pretty good. Not perfect, and obviously in need of editing, but at least I thought they were remotely decent.
But now, I just can't stand them.
It's just... a bit discouraging ._.
Had to get that out.
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Hey girl,
If you want to talk to me, I have a Skype. TristaKatagata.